Is God more male than female?

I’ve grown up in a culture that taught me to be like God. . But I’m not a father, nor do I want to be. I’m not a son, with no…

Read More

Does This Little Girl Deserve Punishment?

I found this picture of myself at my parents house recently, staring at it with tears puddling up around my green eyes. My little face was so angelic, so pure. I am…

Read More

A Woman Making Peace With Her Process

“I am a woman making peace with her process.” 🙌🏻 . I have a light side. I have a dark side. I have a spirit side. I have a shadow…

Read More

Choose Your Anger

I have always hated my anger. . ‘Angry Christa’ was a part of my personality who lived deep inside my heart, & I never knew when she was going to…

Read More

Choose Your Choices

Hi. 🙋🏻 I’m Christa. . And at 39 years old, I’m finally getting the courage to start being myself privately AND publicly. . For many years I chose things to…

Read More

Choose Your Body

I have lived in a body I have been at war with. I have lived in a body I have hated. I have lived in a body I have been…

Read More


In preschool I could sit cross legged like all the other kids. But kindergarten started and my right hip had locked up & my leg wouldn’t turn. Over the years I…

Read More

Are you abandoning yourself?

Abandonment. My truest, deepest, longest fear. * To be adored and then abandoned by those that I love….a reoccurring pattern throughout my 39 years of life. Tale after tale of…

Read More

Am I Safe?

I’ve never really felt safe.  Not really. * I thought my husband’s love would finally make me feel safe. But when it felt absent, my safety went away. I thought…

Read More

The fear of daughters

Daughters. ❤️ For years I was terrified of raising daughters. I was afraid I would pass on all my wounds and teach them to grow up and be all the…

Read More

Pink Eye Blues

I have pink eye. 👁 And I look like someone punched me in a bar fight and then poured salt in the wound. I’ve caught myself staring at my reflection…

Read More

Committing to myself

When I got married, I had no idea what a loving commitment really was. In my mind, it meant that I had finally found the man whose unconditional love had…

Read More

Smiling In A Storm

So far my day has been interesting. Lox was up for an hour at 1am…so I was up for an hour or two at 1am! Then when I got breakfast…

Read More

Mom. What Does God Look Like?

Yesterday, Moses stared out the window and asked me, “Mom, what does God look like.” 🤔 I looked quickly in my rear view mirror, catching a glimpse of my green…

Read More

Get Your HEAD Swimsuit Ready

Last week, I packed up half of my closet and put in in a box to send to my mom in Texas.   The clothes I selected weren’t old, they…

Read More


I know I said I don’t have time for more than an instablog these days, but I had to get something quite large off my chest and out of my…

Read More


There are 7000 kids in foster care in the state of TN alone, & before you read on, I want you to actually imagine 7000 living, breathing faces who do…

Read More


Today on Mother’s Day, I’m grateful that my hair is falling out in massive clumps for the 4th time. 🙊🤦🏻‍♀️ Let me explain before you gag. Each time this happened…

Read More

“I had planned to end my life, but chose to give it one last shot and signed up for the Master Heart Course. I finally found what I was looking for. My life has changed in ways I could never could put into words, being healed far beyond what I could imagine. I have a long way to go, but this course literally saved my life..”

Sign Up to
Receive Christa’s
E-Course ‘5 days
to stop the crazy’

+ monthly videos.

It’s free!

Send this to a friend