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The ‘Head to Heart’ Podcast: Life After The Death of Goldie

It’s been two years since we buried our baby girl, Luca Gold. And yesterday, on her second birthday, our family genuinely celebrated her little life with laughter, singing, dancing….blowing out candles…

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What Do You Do When The Deep Sadness Comes?

As my Studhub, Lucas says….“Authenticity is job security.” And I couldn’t agree more.   I’ve read all the online tactics to gain more followers, to increase readership, and ‘become an…

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‘The Real Reason We Look At Porn’ by Lucas Gifford

From Christa:  As we all know, exteriors rarely reveal the full depth inside a person’s heart.  And though my Patagonia-wearing Studhub, Lucas, is a physically rugged Crossfit junkie who can probably…

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What Do You Do If Your Spouse Looks At Porn?

Porn. Even reading those four letters causes many of you to turn up your nose in judgmental disgust, while others lower their heads heavy with shame.  But because most of us…

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Are You Ready For Miracles in 2016? The Miracle of Gold Monarch Healing Center

2014 was a year of loss and pain for our family.  And 2015 has been a year of rebuilding. After we lost our little Goldie, not only did God begin rebuilding…

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Is Masturbation Supposed To Be Shameful?

Before I start….let me get something off of my chest. Because of the massive response of my last blog called ‘What Does Christian Sex Look Like?’, I put a lot of…

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What Does Christian Sex Look Like? A Woman’s Perspective

It was the day before our wedding on 7/7/07, and Luke and I could barely keep our holy hands off of each other. We had spent a few days moving…

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I Am Angry. Very Angry.

I am angry.  Very angry. For decades, this was an emotion I had taught myself not to have as a good Christian girl.  But when my Goldie died, the most…

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Are You ‘Shoulding’ On Yourself?

When I wake up most mornings, the birds are chirping, the sun is shining, and I could pretty much sing ‘Supercalifragalisticexpialidotious’ after opening my eyes. The hubs, however, is a…

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Do I Feel Worthy Enough to Carry a Louis Vuitton?

Several weeks ago I went shopping for myself—which is about as rare as snow falling in October. And while many of you think that’s an exaggeration, I was on orders…

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When You’re A Winner, Do You Act Like A Loser? My Night at the Dove Awards

I’m not the type of blogger that writes controversially to gain followers.  I’m also never going to personally attack someone that I disagree with, which many people use their online platform…

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Can I Ever Forgive Myself For This?

Reading old journals can either be inspiring, or a little bit embarrassing.  And reading mine can be a bit of both. Before the husband, the kids, the blog, book, and…

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The Two Year Wait Is Over: Birdie James Is Home

Two years I have waited. For two years, Luke and I have longed to bring home our little girl, with bassinets staying empty and dainty clothes stored away.  When your body is…

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Expecting Miracles For Our Kids: 3 Practical Things We’ve Done for Birdie James

I’m not a big fan of lack. Especially when I believe the Jesus of abundance lives inside of me….the same Jesus that multiplied five loaves of bread and two fish to feed way over…

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From Gold to Pink: Moving From The Death of One Child, to the Life of Another

For two weeks, my mom has been trying to steal me away and bless me with a mani-pedi.   But juggling things like practically living at the NICU with our 33 week…

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When Joy Has A Face: Welcome Birdie James

I have no idea how people survive without Jesus. Actually, let me be more clear. I have no idea how people survive without EXPERIENCING Jesus—because there’s a world of difference….

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My New Home For A Bit: The Hospital

Here I am….laying in this hospital bed at 4:28 am, listening to the beeping of my heart monitor, and the treasure of my daughter’s heart beating loudly through the speaker…

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Am I Having A Boy? Or A Girl? Gender Reveal!

As I opened my eyes Saturday morning in a hotel room in Houston, Texas, I heard Father begin whispering to my heart, “Hey girl, instead of turning on the finale of Top…

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“I had planned to end my life, but chose to give it one last shot and signed up for the Master Heart Course. I finally found what I was looking for. My life has changed in ways I could never could put into words, being healed far beyond what I could imagine. I have a long way to go, but this course literally saved my life..”

Mayah